I can feel how much of my life has been built around not being fully visible. Not in an obvious way. Not in a way that would necessarily look closed or guarded from the outside. But in something more precise than that. A kind of careful positioning. Knowing how to speak in a way that keeps things moving. Knowing how to stay connected without letting something more exposed come through. Knowing how to remain in the interaction, without fully being in it. It doesn’t feel like h